I thought, in getting older I would understand things more clearly,
I do not understand.
I want to stamp my feet and scream at the unfairness
That is in this.
I thought that, in getter older I would lose naivety
You have left me confused.
I want to turn back time and say the right lines
To change your mind.
I thought, in getting older I would learn acceptance
It is beyond me.
I want to change what happened magically
Do something differently.
I thought, in getting older I would see the world differently
It would make sense.
I want to make agreements with a deity
And rewrite history.
I thought, in getting older nothing would hurt me
It would be impossible.
I want to bring you back to the living
And change everything.
I want this not to be happening.